Why is my stress level being controled?

Recently A unfortunate series of events has happened to me. It all started at one point, and come to think about it that's the time I pissed someone off (they got good reason to be mad). It has continued with one thing or another for 2 years. The thing is it seems like if its not the events that "someone" or "something " wants to happen, I luck out. I almost stabbed a kid and went to jail, but I missed. Its like that someone or something wants me to be in a certain level of pain, no less and no more. Do you think I'm cursed? I don't usually believe in curses but I keep an open mind.